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Saturday, August 28, 2010

The Lord is my portion

The Lord is my portion... I have sort of struggled with this term for a while, but I recently read Lamentations in my quiet time, and God just spoke straight to my heart.  In the midst of trials, confusion, and finding purpose, the writers focus is the Lords love. That is what gives hope.

I have loved every minute that I have been here, and God is constantly affirming my decision to surrender to the call of the uncomfortable.  I'm finding challenges every day that point me closer to the Father.  I have had to come to terms with the fact that I'm no longer at UMHB, but I'm serving God with everything I have - He is my portion.

Newest updates: God has opened the door for me to go to Istanbul, Turkey for a week with some families from our church to do some kids rallies at a conference.  It is a divine appointment, that I'm completely thrilled about!!! It is the week of November 14th!!! Also, at CAP this past Thursday we visited three families and one guy became a Christian while filling out a form - PRAISE GOD!!!

I thought it would be a good idea to just list the things I'll be doing and give a brief description of them so you can be praying for them each day!
~MCC and Acklam Kids every other Sunday respectively
~Christians Against Poverty: debt counseling with Christ at the center Tuesdays-Thursdays
~Ignite: Youth Club every Saturday night
~Lifegroups: Mondays and Wednesday nights- great time of Bible Study and Fellowship
~Toddlers: Wednesday mornings. Great time to connect with moms around the community
~Girls Cluster: Youth girls bible study once a month (can't wait to start teaching and feeding into these girls!)
~Youth Alpha: Thursday nights, basics of Christianity course essentially
~Whinneybanks: this can include possible kids club and any help with the Roseberry Pub
~Archibald Primary School: hopefully I'll be able to do some assemblies or sessions with the kids at this school
~Beloved: Women's Conference in October. Helping plan and prepare for this event!
~Visiting and encouraging MCC families - very excited about this opportunity to share my story!!!

Thank you for your continued prayers - God is affirming my heart for this place, and for His ministry!

"I remember my affliction and my wandering... Yet this I call to mind, and therefore I have hope: Because of the Lord's great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail.  They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.  I say to myself, "The Lord is my portion; therefore I will wait for him."" Lamentations 3:19-24

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

First Day of CAP

CAP: Christians Against Poverty... aka: you're in debt, we'll help you, and lead you to Jesus. Brilliant right?

Well, two days a week I will be working with my pastor's wife Anne who is the center manager for CAP in Middlesbrough.  I've worked with CAP before, and have seen it change peoples lives tremendously.  Today I went on two visits - one a first-timer and one to see an already established client. 
   I love going on first time visits because you can be so bold with them about why Christians Against Poverty is not the regular debt collecter, but someone who cares about your heart and wants to show the love of God.  This was a dad, mom, and son who is seven.  They have had loads of debt and were almost paying the same amount on TV/internet that they were on food... it was crazy - they were at the end of their rope.  It was so brilliant to see the dad especially be so skeptical because of his "rip offs" he has had at first, and then by the end of the visit was absolutely raving about CAP.  You could see the weight just lift off of them, and they knew that soon they would be able to provide a better life for their son.  None of them are Christians, have never been to church, and I have total confidence the Holy Spirit is already working on their hearts. 
   Visit #2 was with a lady who I had met in May, and many of you at FSBC who heard my talk during the summer heard her testimony. She was carrying the weight of her family, her families decisions/consequences, and raising her grandson all on her own - and this last week at a holiday for CAP she made Jesus the Lord of her life!!!!! I want to jump up and down right now because it's so exciting to see someone who truly knows the freedom we have in Christ.

Ended the day with a prayer meeting and worship time with my friends - brilliant!

PRAISE GOD!!!!

I've decided to sort of write out some prayer requests at the end of my blogs and a verse God has laid on my heart:
-For CAP and my service to them and Anne these next few months
-Family we met today that are not Christians
-The Roseberry Pub in Whineybanks
-the Youth of MCC that they will catch the passion of the 18-30's and really engage in it

"Because your love is better than life. My lips will glorify You" Psalms 63:3

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Pigeons and breathtaking views

So I have finally settled in.  Still adjusting to the fact that I'm not at UMHB, or studying right now.  I've got most of my stuff lined up for what I'll be doing, and I will fill you all in next week.

I just wanted to show you a few things I have been up to.  The picture above is a closed down pub in Winneybanks, called Roseberry, and the church is looking into buying.  They had a viewing on Thursday and we went in and the first thing you see is loads of dead pigeons, and you can barely breath because of the smell!!! I walked around, trying not to step on the pigeons while watching out for the loads of live ones flying about. (Chris, Jacob, Dan, and myself had two close encounters with these live pigeons even... funniest two minutes ever!)  We then went around the estate asking people what they thought about it opening up again as something positive for the community and they were SO supportive!!! What a great opportunity to impact a community that doesn't have much for kids or families to do.  We shall see what the outcome is soon. First step, getting all of the pigeons out!!!
Now on to the breathtaking views: today Chris and Beth took me and Helen to Lord's stones which I went to in 2008.  Amazes me that God's creation is this beautiful!!

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Hello Middlesbrough!!

I'm finally here... Almost a year of praying about this and i'm here.  God provided everything I needed (even the finances the day i left) and I'm blown away by the amount of support, prayers, and encouragement i have had.  I'm so blessed to have so many great people in my life that are excited about what God is going to do!!

I am thoroughly exhuasted, but wanted to share one quick story before I head to bed (for a while).  When I left my family, got through security, and found my gate, I decided I needed to eat because me and airplane food do not mix.  I was already praying that God would open doors for me to converse with people in the airport, and he answered that prayer within 30 minutes of arriving.  I sat next to a man named Rick, didn't know his story, but felt like i needed to talk to him.  We talked about the chinese food we were eating, and when he asked what i was doing going to the UK - i began to tell him about God and His leadership in my life.  It was amazing!!! His daughter works with troubled youth in south carolina, and although he didn't say he was a Christian - i know that that was a divine appointment today. 

God is already showing off and I can't wait to see what He will do!! I'm so ready to serve him wholeheartedly! More updates to come...

Colossians 1:28-29